Five Minute Friday – Table

Here’s another five minutes (and more) of free writing on a one-word prompt. This week, it’s “table”. Head over to Kate Motaung’s site to learn more about Five Minute Friday.

 

The massive mahogany table with its ornate chairs dominated her dining room. There was a narrow path between that table and her napping cot along the back wall, and between it and the matching buffet on the side wall. The bathroom door squatted in the corner, and the narrow wooden stairs to the mysterious second floor stretched up behind the front wall.

Grandma was as old-fashioned as they come. Sitting at her table meant eating home-cooked meals, carried one platter or bowl at a time from the hot kitchen on a steaming summer day. It meant laughter and stories. On Sundays, it meant dark-clothed adults seriously discussing earthly and heavenly issues, mixing farming talk with the Scripture studied that morning in their home church group.

My sister inherited the table. After years in her basement, it passed to me.

I used it. My children grew up knowing it; but it was a different table. It no longer sat in state in my great-grandmother’s two-story house. It now hunkered against the wall, a battered anachronism in our modern split-level home.

Its hinged sides lifted up occasionally for special events, laden with a variety of foods and good cheer. More often it served as a grooming table for our Lhasa Apso, who left claw marks in its no-longer-pristine veneer; or a storage spot for containers of Christmas cookies ready to be shared with family and friends; or a convenient surface for stacking magazines and books.

[STOP]

It was never the centerpiece of our living. The chairs had no seats anymore and were stashed away, but the table remained. It was used, well-used and often-used.

It’s time now for it to go.

I wish my children could have the same sweet memories I do. They never knew their great-great-grandmother, of whom the table speaks to me. I was barely grown myself when she first saw God face to face. They’ve heard the stories, they’ve seen the few photos I took with my parents’ box camera. But what they have experienced with the table is different. Their memories are not mine.

And time goes on, each generation, each person experiencing life in their own way. What matters is that memories are built, good memories that can be drawn on in sad times or bad times, memories that link a family into an entity like no other on earth.

The memories remain. The memories matter. The table can go. It was a catalyst, and it has done its job.

 

Five Minute Friday – Bacon

A friend’s blog introduced me to Five Minute Friday, offered by Kate Motaung on her website, Heading Home. On Thursday evenings, Kate posts a one-word prompt for five minutes of unedited writing, to be published on Fridays, of course, on her website, the writer’s own blog (with a link to her site), or the group’s Facebook page.

Check out Five Minute Friday for yourself. It’s populated by great writers with insight, sensitivity, and faith. And Kate explains the concept much better than this newbie can!

This is my first time to participate. (I’ve been doing the prompts for three months and stashing them away in files in my computer, exercising my writing muscles on the free writes while gathering the courage to enter the public arena.)

 

BACON

Bacon: Fried. Greasy. Delicious. Dripping with fried egg yolk. Cholesterol. Beacon.

Beacon? Where did that come from?

Bacon beacons. It calls out to the nose, the stomach growls, the body follows suit by heading to the kitchen for a piece just out of the frying pan, melted fat soaking into paper toweling as it begins to cool and stiffen. It’s irresistible.

You hold it gingerly by one edge so it doesn’t burn your fingers. You start to nibble, but before you know it, you’ve finished it. And you’re reaching for another piece. You eat more than you should, and you enjoy every bite.

You can worry about its lack of nutrition, what it’s doing to your arteries, later. Right now you’re in the throes of satiation.

It’s similar to the lure of the Bible, in some ways, especially when we have an appetite for the Word.

But when we’re sick, bacon doesn’t sound good at all. The smell may be nauseating, and we shudder at the thought of eating it. There are times when the Bible doesn’t sound good, either, when we’re busy or heartsick or exhausted or sinning.

[STOP: five minutes are up. But there’s more to say…]

And then the Holy Spirit intervenes. He is a beacon, drawing us to the Word when we most need its healing peace and hope and call to action. And when we open the book and it speaks, our appetite returns. We are suddenly reading voraciously, finding blessing and direction and comfort and challenge, and we don’t want to stop to do what our day requires. We want to be filled up beyond measure.

Bacon can’t be cooked fast enough to satisfy our desire for more. I’m so glad that the Bible is all done, complete, ready for our consumption for the rest of life. It’s there, waiting, and we can pick it up at will. We don’t have to nibble until it cools down. We can devour all we want. And it sustains us, gives us life. Cholesterol? Not a concern.

Beacon, not bacon.

 

 

Word-dreaming

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In a high school English class, my teacher was analyzing a daydreaming protagonist. I’d always thought that daydreaming was just thinking your own thoughts while you were supposed to be thinking about something else. What a shock to learn that people actually saw dreams in their heads while they were wide awake.

I can’t daydream. Inside my head is black. If I close my eyes, I see black – nothingness. Inside my head, instead of scenes and action, there are words.

For years, I felt cheated; but I finally realized that I’m blessed by all the words I know so fully in my head. I can turn them around and feel their shapes with my heart. I can rearrange them, I can reduce and magnify them, I can color them with meaning.

I’ve had a lifetime of word dreaming inside my own head, something most people cannot imagine any more than I myself can comprehend daydreaming. Now I am taking a deep breath and plunging into my black nothingness to draw out those words, to spill them out into the world and into other minds.